27

Ok, so I am now offically 27 years old. On Satuday, Cara and I went to Scout Bar for the St. Patrick's Day concert. There were 5 bands playing that night, but I only really cared about Faktion. I hung out backstage with them while Deadbold Zen, Feeding James, and Melovine played. I was rocking out at the stage for Faktion, then hanging out with them by their merch while Vallejo played. Jeremy gave me one of his drumstick after they played :D I got the guys to sign it. Then some dude was passing out these cheap Miller Lite St. Patrick's Day hats and I got them to sign that too lol. I also got a very stylish Faktion hat that I absolutely love! Cara got me a few shots for my b'day and she made me some yummy cookies.

Yesterday I went out to eat at Olive Garden with my parents and my grandma. I honestly wasn't expecting that since my parents paid for me to get an eye exam, contacts, and glasses for my birthday a week ago.

Today I'm debating on going to a stupid inventory just so I can make a little more money, but meh, it's my birthday and I don't think I want to spend it with stupid people at work :D

Tomorrow I'm supposed to go have lunch with Cara's mom, Judy (the lady I do silk screening and digital art for), and General Bailey (my old boss from the school district).

Maybe this year won't be so bad.

26 + 1

Monday is my birthday. Not really looking forward to it. I'm actually expecting it to suck as usual. I'll probably be working on the 19th, so it will be just like any other day. Cara and I might get together this weekend. She was talking about getting together for St. Patrick's Day and drink a little green beer. We might also go out and take some pictures on Sunday. So, don't be surprised if you see new pictures in my gallery.

Ranting and raving watch out I'm on my soapbox

I realize that I'm not all that active on deviantArt lately. I had thought about leaving, at least for a while, if not longer... But then Sarah got a hold of me on MSN the day I was going to post a journal saying goodbye for a while and made me feel all loved and stuff and asked me to come back to her chat so she could make me a co-founder. How could I possibly pass up an offer like that? Even when the person I'd really rather not deal with is in that chat. So of course I told her I'd go back into chat, as hard as it may be to even look at that screen name. Some of you know who I'm talking about, and as for that person, if you just happen to read this, I just want you to know that what you did was a fucking sorry ass thing to do. I should have cussed your ass out right then and there but no, I'm too nice of a person, I push the hurt and pain aside and try to be civil and say that maybe we can still be friends. All I have to say now is fuck that idea. Anyhow, I don't know how active I'll be. I've been in a serious bought of depression since the beginning of the new year, ya know, that kinda happens when someone makes you feel like you aren't worth shit. Too bad you can't be a fucking man, grow a set, and deal with what you did to me. But anyhow, I'm getting by. I'm trying not to dwell on shit I can't change. If I can pull myself together and get some art done then I'll post it.

Oh, on another note, my brother, Matt, is going back to Iraq around the end of the month. What a great birthday gift huh?