I realize that I'm not all that active on deviantArt lately. I had thought about leaving, at least for a while, if not longer... But then Sarah got a hold of me on MSN the day I was going to post a journal saying goodbye for a while and made me feel all loved and stuff and asked me to come back to her chat so she could make me a co-founder. How could I possibly pass up an offer like that? Even when the person I'd really rather not deal with is in that chat. So of course I told her I'd go back into chat, as hard as it may be to even look at that screen name. Some of you know who I'm talking about, and as for that person, if you just happen to read this, I just want you to know that what you did was a fucking sorry ass thing to do. I should have cussed your ass out right then and there but no, I'm too nice of a person, I push the hurt and pain aside and try to be civil and say that maybe we can still be friends. All I have to say now is fuck that idea. Anyhow, I don't know how active I'll be. I've been in a serious bought of depression since the beginning of the new year, ya know, that kinda happens when someone makes you feel like you aren't worth shit. Too bad you can't be a fucking man, grow a set, and deal with what you did to me. But anyhow, I'm getting by. I'm trying not to dwell on shit I can't change. If I can pull myself together and get some art done then I'll post it.
Oh, on another note, my brother, Matt, is going back to Iraq around the end of the month. What a great birthday gift huh?
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